I love you. That line has been around my mind for quite some time now. I cannot imagine what it feels like living without by my side. I cannot see the future without you in my life. I’ve loved you ever since the day I met you. Love at first sight. The kind of love I realized that will never last. I see everything in you. You are a wifely type of a lady to me. I see your smile and your eyes resembling the sparkling sun, those kissable lips and your pinkish dimpled cheeks with a dot in it. Those are the kind of features I love about you. But most importantly what’s inside you; an enormous heart for the people around you and for a stranger like me. That thing inside attracted me to you. As the day goes by, knowing more about you and meeting the people around you; your family and your friends made me hope for the two of us, you and me together. Linking your passion of music and singing to mine. We were not just an ordinary soul mate but a music soul mate. Our lives were connected because of music and through that I get to have the chance to express my feelings for you. Every time the music plays and we sing our hearts out it shows me light and new hope that someday you’ll realize I’m the one destined for you. But how can I love you when you don’t? That’s a fact and I can never change that unless you’d give me reason that I should. I’ve tried everything that I could for you to fall in love with me but you seem to take it as nothing or maybe I was just overthinking. I tried asking you out and you said you’ll try but in reality you will never go out with someone like me. And then one day when what I feared of, became true. You fall in love with someone else. That person has what’s in you. He’s like a male version of you and I can clearly see that. There’s a spark between the two of you and it made my heart cry. It hurts knowing the truth and realizing that there is someone out there better than I do for you. Now, I have accepted the truth that I can never be yours and you will never be mine. It’s really painful but I know I have to move on and let you go and set myself free. “Loving is becoming an ache to once heart, a pressure to the chest and a stress to our mind.”
It is indeed an experience. But when you encounter the same story like I did you shouldn’t blame yourself or somebody for that. Make it sure that when you love someone you are ready to accept whatever the outcome of the battle.
Acceptance is a key to a heart that once broken and remember there’s always hope for tomorrow.