What it feels like to be alone? 😭😭😭
Probably some of us have been wondering what it feels like to be alone. Well, I'd tell you something about it since I'm perfectly one of the example of what kind of life it is to be alone. What i went through to conquer my fears and doubts that was ahead of me all this time.
To be honest, it's really quite a struggle to live all by your self without anyone taking care of you or anyone you could talk to. Yes! loner as they say tend to do all things by himself and it's realistically hard doing even basic tasks all by yourself. It is really frustrating to wake up in the morning and sit in the bed for quite sometime thinking, like you are meditating about "what i must do today and should do later".
There are times that i thought "enough of this crap, i should go out and find that right person". I went on watching movies in the cinema (alone) hoping that i might end up sitting with the right one. I went playing Billiards and bowling just to check she might be a sporty type of a lady. I also went checking out in fashion store outlets coz you know she could have been a blogger for clothes. I went to the Bars and party establishments. I went to the gym. I travelled often out of town through land and plane coz we never know my destiny would be somebody who is adventurous and free-spirited. And to be honest i tried these things but ended up nothing and no one. So i continued to struggle and haggle.
To keep me up, i need to convince myself that there might be something awesome out there waiting for me. Longing for that perfect moment to slip through my timeline and wosh! There might be good times but of course in reality that is obviously not as easy as imagining it. I need to "WORK" with time and most especially with life (workharder). Keeping pace on flowing river gushing strongly over me and if i don't even have the slightest skill (strategy) i might end up drowning or worse fall apart (heartbreak 💔).
Kaya kung ikaw nagtatanong ka, pano ba ang mag-isa? Well, based on my experience 'oo' subrang hirap. Tinatanong nga ko bakit di ka maghanap ng taong pwde mong makasama 'yung kasintahan ba' . Haha! Natatawa nalang ako kasi di ko alam kung bakit nga ba? Bakit ba ako mag isa o sadyang ginusto ko lang mag isa.
To be honest, it's really quite a struggle to live all by your self without anyone taking care of you or anyone you could talk to. Yes! loner as they say tend to do all things by himself and it's realistically hard doing even basic tasks all by yourself. It is really frustrating to wake up in the morning and sit in the bed for quite sometime thinking, like you are meditating about "what i must do today and should do later".
There are times that i thought "enough of this crap, i should go out and find that right person". I went on watching movies in the cinema (alone) hoping that i might end up sitting with the right one. I went playing Billiards and bowling just to check she might be a sporty type of a lady. I also went checking out in fashion store outlets coz you know she could have been a blogger for clothes. I went to the Bars and party establishments. I went to the gym. I travelled often out of town through land and plane coz we never know my destiny would be somebody who is adventurous and free-spirited. And to be honest i tried these things but ended up nothing and no one. So i continued to struggle and haggle.
To keep me up, i need to convince myself that there might be something awesome out there waiting for me. Longing for that perfect moment to slip through my timeline and wosh! There might be good times but of course in reality that is obviously not as easy as imagining it. I need to "WORK" with time and most especially with life (workharder). Keeping pace on flowing river gushing strongly over me and if i don't even have the slightest skill (strategy) i might end up drowning or worse fall apart (heartbreak 💔).
Kaya kung ikaw nagtatanong ka, pano ba ang mag-isa? Well, based on my experience 'oo' subrang hirap. Tinatanong nga ko bakit di ka maghanap ng taong pwde mong makasama 'yung kasintahan ba' . Haha! Natatawa nalang ako kasi di ko alam kung bakit nga ba? Bakit ba ako mag isa o sadyang ginusto ko lang mag isa.